he's reading na!

mommie and the babies:)hehehe.

yikes. haha. we are so always doing that pouting face. haha. i find it kinda cute(minus that hideous eye bags of mine. haha.). this was taken when we took my transcript of records at CCM. that's actually at starbucks.can you believe it, we we're reading. DI IS READING. yes, R-E-A-D-I-N-G. a realbook, matter of fact. count of monte cristo pa! haha. got to go na. tntamad din ako eh. hehehe:D

walang kwenta..

petty things.. neglected.. WALANG KWENTA.

DEVIL BESIDE YOU:D

gaaaaaaah, it was friggin' good:)loved it,loved it,loved it:)

i watched ep 20 like, 10 times already.hahaha.it's that good.hehehe.

so they have another series to geter that i'm currently watching right now.

WHY WHY LOVE,HERE I COME!hehehe:D

wheew.yeey!argh.

ok. so the title is like, a representation of wht i've been feeling for the past 2 days. the argh part is what im feeling today. i dunno, i hope it'll change though.

WHEEW.
because i passed at adamson. the enrollment'll be on may 29. i wouldn't be far from di:D

YEEY!

the pic is ahmon ang qi yue from devil beside you. it's soooo good! it;s really really cute. though i'm not finished watching it at cruchyroll.com, i know it'll be so much fun. just look at the boy, gaaah, hahahha. it's really good, i really recommend it. REALLY!hahaha.

ARGH.
i'm rally pissed it someone right now. hmph. i won't talk to him!hmph.

that'll be all for now. i'll finish devil beside you today!if need be, i won't eat!hahaha.

AddMe!:D

gawd. i feel so friggin socially dead. i mean, its been months since i last saw my batchmates. others pa nga a year na. well, what can i do? i feel so caught up living my life na i tend to get sa unorganized. i mean, parang im so tired na nga of it eh:( ppnta dpat ako sa birthday ni maan, but, can you believe it, i got f*cking sick sobrang excitement ko. haha. papa God nman! hehe.

btw, nag-entrance exam na ko sa AdU yesterday, and im so effin' scared. i mean, what if bumagsak pa ko dun? anu baaaaaaaaaaaaa. tehre were even questions na hindi ko talaga alam. as in. kahit ung addition, mahirap! hahaha. im so scared. di's in UST, i cant be in some "other" school. wala na ko pang-asar na kanya kung ganun. hehehe. seriously, i really like it there kahit araw-araw kong daanan ung creek na un, ok lang. nakakainis talaga. i feel like, i can't be bagsak sa test na un. it's like, my life f*cking depends on it. nakakainis. gawd. i even make tirik kandila sa groto kagabi. haha. funny, but true. im that scared. waaaaaah. God, nagsisimba nman ako eeh. first mass pa nga di ba?hehehe.

gaaaah. sakit ng muscles ko. what could be wrong with my muscles? could it be the forcibly shortening of my muscle due to the stimulus it received just this morning nung nag-badminton ako? hehehe. nose bleed, anatomy! hahaha.

haaaay. sna tlga pumasa ako:(

:(

you know what's sad? it's when things change. or people, rather. well, things too, but as of my situation, someone changed. well.. it's like, he.. he.. he just changed. i really dunno what to say.. it's just sad. 'coz before he merely gets mad at me, but now, it's like, it's just too easy for him to get mad. i dunno.. wtf.

love really makes me so damn mushy

I just want that thing.

You know, the moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy.

And the only thing in focus is you and that person.

And you realize that that person is is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life.

And for one moment you get this gift.

And you want to laugh and you want to cry

because you feel so lucky that you found it && so scared that it will...

go away all at the same time...

New Environment:)

AdU:)

This next semester I'm going to transfer to a new school. Adamson University it is. But I'm so scared. Though I have some guys there who I already know, I still am very afraid. My cousin, Ate Kaycee, is gonna help me in the enrolling process. She's actually an upcoming 3rd year Mass Comm student there. I also want that course too.. but my parents won't let me. You know, Nursing isn't that in demand anymore. I watched at "Unang Hirit" that America doesn't need nurses anymore and there's a big possibility that Europe and Canada won't also in the next 3 or 4 years. But, like, WHO AM I TO CHOOSE MY COURSE?! IT'S NOT LIKE IT'S MY LIFE, RIGHT?! hehehe.. bitter? nah, I guess they know whats best for me anyways.

So back to my topic, I'm afraid to transfer there because my friend, TinMay, who also studies there, told me this story that I still haven't forgotten. Her cousin also studied/studies there. And whenever they have transferee classmates, they kind of make fun of them. huhuhuhu:'(. I don't want that to happen to me. waaaah.

Another story is that My friend, Dianne, Has a High School Classmate there too, and she said that, MATH is so hard there. She's also a nursing student. waaaah. I'm so scared.

Well, that's the way it is, right? People come and go. I don't have to be afraid. BE STRONG CES! AJA!:D I'll try to make new friends as much as possible. AND STUDY HARDER!! HARDEST!! hahaha.

you know, I'm doing notes in Anatomy yesterday, and everyone seem so shocked. My Mom, Dad, BJ, and even Di. hehe. It's so not me, eh?h hehe. well, I'll start studying really hard!! I'LL SHOW YOU GUYS!:D

IMYSMDK:)

cam-whoring:)gah,i miss him so much:)

WE'RE BACK TOGETHER:)

ok, so we're back together. and I'll save you guys from the excruciating cheesy details. I'm just so happy right now. i can't even write a long blog! hahaha! we're actually chatting as i do this, and we're so happy:) i know you guys could relate to this situation:) well, i know i do. hehe:)