damn. i think he's still frigging mad about yesterday. I'm seriously starting to doubt if he still loves me. hello?? why can't he friggin call me? I'm also waiting for him to IM me at YM. this is hard you know. he's not usually like this, and i hurts so much:(. i really love him na, you know. as in seriously love him. like, even if my ex calls me or anything, I'd still choose him. i really really do:(. but why is he doing this to me? is this a punishment? the hell, i don't even deserve this. haaaay. i really miss him so much. it's been 9 days since i last saw him. we didn't even get to see each other on our monthsary. waaaah, i think I'm gonna cry again. doesn't he love me anymore? oh shit, here comes my doubts again. fucking love. why does it have to hurt when you love too much? bloody hell. i hate feeling like this. haaaay. maybe he's busy.. that's why he can't call me or something.. i dunno. but I'm gonna wait till he calls..:(